a quiet place along the path
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hanging my head low so she does not see me cry, chocking back the sarrow as i tell her i must say good bye. cursing the fellowship for my new life threating god that he better stand by her side. praying for them that he will change hopeing beyond hope he will become they guy she wishes him to be. I knew our journey would not last not with them being in what they are. I had no idea that i would have to say i give. i thought it would be fine for her to keep playing between the lines. I found that i could not keep going the man in the mirrow keep pointing at my cheast knowing my heart was wrong. my motive was innocient my intention pure but my heart was full of self and that i am willing to change. I have to do whats best for me and causeing trouble is not okay, not matter if i am miss understood i still have to we ware of situations that lable my name and charter in ill will. I must keep my life starit and for all of this i have to lie this friendship down. I cry even thinking about the words i must say i quvier at the idea of not having you to confide in or giggling with the shareing we've done the notes left unread the words unsaid guess time will allowe, you to be together again some how but for now i have been guided by many some in some out but all the same everyone suggest i bow out so yall can have a chance to work it out.