a quite place along the path.
Current mood:
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every thing stops at some point did i waste my job i put my fate in there hands what is going to happen i am unsure but all the same the end is near. I can once again taste the fear the warm caous feels warm and friendly as the shadows start to return i feel a peace a strange steading of the nerves as they recoil in pain. take my mind off the situation while i die so i skip out of town and hide staying sober all the while my mind screaming in the madness so loud that my heart stands confussed. I do not know but i fear the later the less than losing a friend that means so much to me. 

What will happen in a few hours will i be mad with grif or unemployeed from a low stress rate.

I can not smile i can not play the game so i stay away from my job wondering what i will say.