a quite place along the path
Current mood:
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did i have to work the steps did i have to take the path. was death as cold as the space left when she is gone. Growing hurts at still they tell me that is what is needed. i have been asked to grow in the process not sit and look around at the distruction. I must learn from the past and do my best not to repeat such mistakes and behavior so i had to move away forceing my self to come to terms with a harsse reality. she was my friend and i still have no idea what that means to be a gental careing friend with out holdig a hand in time that leads to the imagainary addiction of relationships. this is were i was again traped in a place to comfortable and so not real. I looked around and had to ask what is left and what now. all in all the only answer i found was come back to reality and leave her at his house were they can get alone and be without you for a while. and still that is all i feel is the abscents of her grace. I pray that someday i once again become comforatable in my own space.